Wednesday, November 2, 2011


Understand the preciousness of the unfulfilled desire. Begin to feel appreciation for the fact that the desire exists, rather than instant disappointment that it has not manifested.

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Today's lesson: Navel Torture play

This is a good video I found about a nice kink - Belly button torture...I dare you!

Video re-posted

Monday, October 3, 2011

Your time is running out!

Let's welcome Jukki, my newest piggy. I got under his skin so fast, and I showed him in no time how big his weakness is. Soon he will be under contract..Until then..I am truly impressed that he accomplished all My tasks. I just got his e-mail:

"I found some way to take pics and send them to you. Not so good quality but i wish it still makes you happy.
This is also important for me...and feels so good....ooooooh where am i going to..."

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Total ownership

You might ask what does the concept of freedom represent in a total ownership D/s relationship. Sometimes I am present most of the time in your day, sometimes I'm just a stalker in the shadow. I am watching you nevertheless, having in mind all your actions, from the moment you wake up to your night program. You giving in to Me, this is what pleases me the most. Seeing you complete every task, no matter how degrading it may be for your status. This is a good way to explore your darker self along with your TRUE self. So, you are totally free inside the invisible golden cage I prepared for you. This is your refuge, the place where you feel you belong, a safe place to grow your kinks and addictions without your mask on.

~Dedicated to D.~

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Today's lesson: VORAREPHILIA - Vore Fetish

Vorarephilia (often shortened to vore) is a sexual fetish and paraphilia where arousal occurs from the idea of being eaten, eating another, observing this process, or by the general process of eating. The fantasy most frequently involves the victim being swallowed alive, and may or may not include digestion. Since the fetish is difficult, illegal, or many cases physically impossible to achieve in real life, it is more commonly enjoyed through pictures, stories, videos, and video games. It may be seen as a variation on macrophilia (fascination with or a sexual fantasy involving giants/giantesses) in some cases, and may also be combined with other fetishes.

The word vorarephilia is derived from the Latin vorare (to "swallow" or "devour"), which is cognate to Greek βορά (vorá, "food"), and Ancient Greek φιλία (philía, "love").

Motivations behind the vore fetish vary, but endosomatophilia (attraction to fantasies involving complete encapsulation of a living thing within the body of another living thing) and dominance/submission play are two common driving forces. Allowing oneself to be devoured represents an ultimate act of submission on the prey's part, and the ultimate act of dominance by a predator.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

The most loyal slave

Happens to be TRISTAN C. Over the past years I forced him to do my bidding and he always comes back for more, no matter how much I deceive or totally ignore him. ALWAYS COMING BACK!

Saturday, August 13, 2011

Fail slave

Slave C.B. from Denmark failed once again. He is now a proud member of my ignore list <3.

Friday, August 12, 2011

BDSM humour

True Masochist to a True Sadist: Hurt me.
True Sadist to a True Masochist: No.

Friday, May 27, 2011

Today's lesson: EDGEPLAY

In BDSM, edgeplay is a subjective term for types of sexual play that are considered to be pushing on the edge of the traditional S.S.C. (safe, sane and consensual) creed. They would be considered more R.A.C.K. (Risk Aware Consensual Kink).

Edgeplay may involve the risk of serious, even permanent harm or death, exemplified by activities such as breathplay (Erotic asphyxiation), knife play and gunplay, as well as the increased risk of spreading disease, as with cutting, bloodplay, or barebacking.

What constitutes edgeplay varies with the persons involved, and also over time. In the mid-nineties, the Living in Leather convention did not have panels on ageplay or scat because they were considered too edgy. By 2000 they were part of the regular list programming.

Some activities, such as ageplay or rape roleplay, may be considered quite edgy by some and not at all for others. The definition is fairly subjective, although typically based on some level on what people are used to in their local scene.

Case study: Knife play
it's form of consensual BDSM edgeplay involving knives, daggers, and swords as a source of physical and mental stimulation. Knives are typically used to cut away clothing, scratch the skin, remove wax after wax play, or simply provide sensual stimulation. Knife play can also be a form of temperature play or body modification.

Knife play is sometimes, but not always, a form of fear play. The 'victim' in some cases, is shown a sharp implement, and then blindfolded, and a blunt knife used on their skin (for example: the practice of insertive sex play without the certain knowledge of the submissive that an exchange of implements — blunt for sharp — has occurred. This is a form of fear play, yet it still maintains some degree of safety).

Recommended movie: Edgeplay: The Runaways